Zak Fraser

1986 - 2007
LocationLeeds
Age21 years
Date of Birth3/1986
Date of Death5/2007
Visitors6,523 since 14/05/2007
Creator

This page is dedicated to Zak all so known as<ZAKY BOY>
Zak was the son of Adel Zak was taking from them by a motorbike
accident and Zak will be missed from Beeston and from the community. Beeston will not be the same
with out ZaK and my heart goes out to Baby Zak Louis and Adele and his dad and the rest of the
family, you are always in my prayers, thinking of you all.


xxxxxxxI LOVE YOU SONxxxxxxxxxx 19th Jun 2007
Adele from leeds relation: mum
miss you so much my boy. my heart is broken. and i do not no what to do. i want to wake up from this
nightmare. and have things how they were. with your smiling face looking at me. i know i have you in
my heart and mind. but i want you. to touch and hold . i am so proud of you. i felt safe with you
here. in my head all i say is why why why why, it's not real it's not happening i just
want to wake up.



shanade (sister) 24th Jun 2007
if i could ill travel far, id write ur name on every star , so every1 could look up an see that u
mean the world 2 me!!




If tears could build astairway and heartache make alane your
familey would walk the path to heven and bring you home againe so
Zac look over your familey untill thay can smile againe.




precious nephew 24th Jun 2007

lorraine fraser from leeds relation: aunty

well zak what can i say i just cant get my head round it life isnt fair darling i just cant believe
lighting can strike twice in one family. well my big lad what an imprecian you have left behind you
was very well liked and very much loved by everyone who you met and you will always be remembered .
you and tyrone are together now and i no your both looking out for each other cause you and him are
best cousons more like brothers cause thats how we brought yous up. well my zak i have just being
looking at the vidio when you was little and we have plenty of them cause there are memorys that we
will treasure we had so many laughs and all the stuff you got up too especially when we had are
holidays but there were are good days and we will hold on to them for ever. zak i remember when you
was first born i was so nervous waiting outside the delivery suite and then i heard you cry and the
nurse came out and got me oh zak you was beautiful and your mum was so proud of you just like we all
are now. well zak we have alot of memories i could go on and on but life just isnt fair this
shouldnt have happened now where all left in pain twice over. well zak you lookafter your mum she is
hurting so much i can see inside cause she is your mother she brought you in to this world and the
pain you feel as a mother is like no other unless you have lost a child then nobody can feel what a
mother feels you take care of your self up in heaven but i no your nanaa is up there fussing over
you and tyrone and i no she will adore the both of you lookafter your family zak especially your too
little ones cause you will live on in your sons and your family love you lots and lots untill we
meet up darling.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx xxxxxxx









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EMAIL FROM HEAVEN

Night had fallen and it was time for bed,
As usual I couldn't sleep, so I prayed instead.
Dear God, I said, I miss my son
But as always, dear God, thy will be done.
I said the words but still I wept,
Then tears were done and finally I slept.
Deep in slumber I began to dream;
It was so real as night visions can seem.
I saw a line standing at Heaven's gate
And a sign that said: Here you must wait.
'Wait for what?' they all cried in dismay.
'We were good; we deserve to go this way!'
But St. Peter waved a hand and smiled at the crowd,
Please settle down, don't shout, not so loud.
And then he explained, before they filed through
That they had a small task he needed them to do.
One by one in a line you may now come along
And register for our website, Heaven.com.
Please give me the screen name of your choice;
Your email address will be @angelsrejoice.
In my dream I awoke and turned on my computer
One email subject said: Your heaven.com tutor.
I opened it up and read my email in wonder;
Surely this must be a joke or a blunder
For there in mail it clearly was stated
That for a reply my son now eagerly waited.
It told me just how I could write my sweet boy;
Now down my face ran a mother's tears of joy
So I answered my mail and then got one in reply:
Dear Mom, it said, I'm sorry I never said goodbye.
But you know that I love you and I always will.
I wish that I could be with all of you still.
But this place is so beautiful, and so serene.
Hard to explain but I know you know what I mean.
And, Mom, I know that in forty or fifty years
You'll be here with me, so Mom, please, no tears.
In the meanwhile, send me an email now and then.
Let me know all the news and how everyone's been.
Until you are here and we are together once again,
Your son in God's light, bless you, Mom, and amen
I awoke then and knew that I had been sleeping.
My wet pillow made it clear that I had been weeping.
But how I smiled to think if only it could be true,
To hear from my son, and others who had passed, too.
But somehow I feel that my son used this way
To let me know he was fine, and that, everyday,
He is there with the Lord and the angels above.
He sees me from there and he feels all my love.
And although I miss him and will always feel sad,
Somehow a part of me also feels glad.
For I am sure now that he visited me in a dream;
It would be so like him to go to that extreme!
Knowing his mom spends so much time online -
How like him to use a computer as a sign!
So he has the last laugh and someday I can say,
Oh, my son, how you managed to brighten my day!
Wouldn't it be wonderful if this only were true?
That heaven had email and even IMs, too?
But still we can do it the old-fashioned way:
Get on our knees, bow our heads and then pray.

Joanne Walker (Friend) May 12, 2008

YOU\'LL BE FOREVER IN MY HEART.XXX

TIME DOSNT SEEM TO DULL IT
IT SEEMS JUST LIKE YESTERDAY.
WHEN I CRIED A THOUSAND TEARDROPS
BECAUSE YOU WENT AWAY.

PEOPLE WERE SUPPORTIVE
TRYING TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT.
BUT IT DIDNT STOP ME CRYING
EVERY SINGLE NIGHT.

I'LL KEEP COMMING BACK TO SEE YOU
MY SON AND MY BEST FRIEND,
EVERY ANNIVERSARY
UNTIL MY LIFE COMES TO ITS END.

GODBLESS YOU ZAK ON YOUR ANGEL ANNIVERSARY AND MAY YOU SLEEP PEACEFULLY IN HEAVEN,LOVE JOANNE.XXXXX ALL MY LOVE TO YOUR LOVING FAMILY TODAY TOO.XXXXX

Joanne Walker (Friend) May 12, 2008

missing u

hey zak how u today hope ya ok up there, i miss u lots and think about u all the time. its nearly a year since we all lost u and still to this day it doesnt feel right. its like u have just gone away and u will just pop up again around the corner. u used to make me laugh even when i was down u could make me smile, we all talk about u all the time stephen was only saying the other day how he still cant believe it. well mate ur always in all r hearts and will never be forgotten. ur mom is having a memorial for u today i no u will be there lv give her all ur love and support. nuf lv to u zakeria do u remember i used to call u that al the time haha. really miss all the times lv but hold u in my heart forever x x x x

Jemma (Friend) May 11, 2008

missing you

hi my zak well love its being a while since i came on your site sometimes i just dont have the words .well love just want to say how much were all missing you and how much we all love you. Its being nearly a year since that horrible day that you was taken from us and it feels like yesterday we talk about you all the time all the things you used to get up to what a boyo you was we had lots of memorys of you zak all 21 years it just seems like the years have gone so quick and its not fair life isnt fair my zak i hope your alright up in heaven. well love me an your mam was at yours an ty grave yesterday sorting them all out cleaing all the things we was there a good few hours but we sorted everything out . well my zak lookafter your mam shes feeling it real bad and theres nothing nobody can do to ease that pain an has you know i no that so give her some strengh love well my love shannon talks about you all the time she misses you and loves you so much she keeps on going on about when we all went to bolton abbey what a lovely day we all had she says why cant it be like that again mummy and it breaks my heart cause i no she is hurting so much. well my big lad love you loads has you already no that anyway. love ya.xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Lorraine Fraser (Aunt) May 9, 2008

missing you

ever day i think of you and every day tears start falling. i just want to run and hide and get away from this paine and misery that im feeling. iv been so lonly and empty inside i will never be the same agen. i raely miss having you here . all i have to remind me of you is your pictures and all the pictures in my memory as i reminise on yesterday. my soul and wil is so wearly . ever time i realise your not coming back . i just want to run and hide and get away from this paine and misery as it hearts so bad deep down inside. i miss you zak and love you so much xxxxxx

Adele (Son) May 7, 2008

memorial service

every one is welcome to the memorial service in remembrance ov my brother zak on sunday the 11th ov may at st lukes church on malvern rd beeston at 2pm. thanks

Adele (Son) May 6, 2008

missin u

hiya zac just to say were all still thinking of u zac carnt belive its been nearly a year without u it feels like a life time and still we expect to see your smilin face wen we go out in the street if only sum1 could turn bk time well zac we gona go so we will speak to u soon k luv ya and miss u loads r.i.p 4eva beeston solja xxxx

Siobhan N Sarah (Friend) May 6, 2008

nearly a year now babes

well zak its been almost a year now n i still cant get my head around shit ,i lost u n my brother in law in the same week ,both on moter bikes i cant stand the stupid things anymore,just hope ur ok up there missing you like crazy, well all my love ,ill be there soon so watch out 4 me untill then take care love ya n miss ya always .xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Mi Julie (good freind) May 2, 2008

they can never have yesterday!!


I just cant believe your gone,
Still waiting for mornin to come,
When i see if the sun will rise,
In the way that your by my side.

When we had so much in store,
Tell me what is it im reaching for,
When we're through building memorise,
I'll hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.

They can take the future that we'll never know,
They can take the places that we said we would go,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.

You always choose to stay,
I should be thankful for everyday,
Heaven knows what the future holds,
Or least where the story goes,
But i never believed until now.

I know i'll see you again, im sure,
No, it's not selfish to ask for more,
One more night, One more day,
One more smile on your face,
But they cant take yesterday.

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.

They can take the future that we'll never know,
They can take the places that we said we would go,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever,
But it wasn't our destiny,
Cause in my mind we had so much time,
But i was so wrong.
No, i can, believe me,
I can still find the strength in the moments we made,
Im lookin' back on yesterday,

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made,
They can take the music that we'll never play,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday.

They can take the future that we'll never know,
They can take the places that we said we would go,
All the broken dreams, take everything,
Just take it away,
But they can never have yesterday,

All the broken dreams take everything,
They can never have yesterday. x x x x x

Joanne Walker (Friend) April 29, 2008

missin u like always

well zac wot can i say it been nearly a year and i still expect 2 c you cumin round the corner with little zac but then i realise that day will never cum again and i just sit and think of the times u had and it hurts so much look after lorraine zac make sure your there with her and yr mam to make sure they dont get out 4 wot they did to ty well im gona go speak 2 u soon zac luv and miss u always r.i.p beeston solja 4eva xxxxxxxxxx

Siobhan N Sarah (Friend) April 29, 2008
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